Day 18

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity

How do you take a picture of an insecurity? For me, I would have to say that it would be fear of inadequacy or constant comparison for lack of a better phrase. I only have an iPhone Blackberry up because those are constantly up for comparison. Funnily enough I own a BB, have an iPod touch so i see the desire in having an iPhone, but heavily leaning towards getting an android phone. I digress as usual...

Sometimes I feel like I am not good enough. I'm not attractive enough for men. Not smart enough to get those grades. Not good enough for this job. Not prepared enough to (insert activity.) Just. Not. Enough.

I know that i shouldn't feel like this. It's not a constant hovering cloud of insecurity, but it comes and goes. Granted I know that all the prior things that I have listed might just prompt "WTF is wrong with you" from my friends but it is the way that I feel. And I am allowed to feel, right? I have been doing it less and less though, thankfully. I realized that some things are just beyond my control contributing to why I feel LIKE I'm not good enough. Perhaps I haven't tapped into my full potential as of yet. One day soon though...

IN OTHER NEWS.....

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN ONE WEEK!!!! YAZZZZZZ... Cant wait. Cake.Thai.Friends.Love. <3

My sister's birthday is tomorrow. Cousin's on Tuesday. It's all about Aquarius. We Rule.

I definitely just realized that I put cake before Thai. Epic fatness.