I confess

Annmarie told me bout this earlier today at work and I figured I'd try it. A list of confessions. With that being said:


I confess...

I love love and love to love but not so sure if I'll ever have said feeling reciprocated.

I like getting gifts but birthday benedictions from people I least expect it from or acknowledgements in general make me happy.

I find great solace in running as well as "solitude" when just sitting around in public places. (Union Square)

I kinda resent catching feelings for people. I hate that I become vulnerable.

I fear being a bad parent more than being a parent in general.

To me, hugs are magical and can make even the worst times feel a little better.

Most of the times I don't try things because I genuinely don't care for it. Other times I'm just scared of the outcome.

Not sure if I want to be an engineer anymore.

I cross my arms across my chest like a pharaoh on occasion if I'm sleeping on my back.

I like to drink from containers instead of pouring a glass.

My relationship with my family is interesting. I love them but I prefer to minimize my social outings with them.

I admire my sister for going after what she wants to do in life.

Hearing certain relatives eat or talk prompt me to immediately drown them out with music. I find it annoying.

I don't think I'm a good sibling.