Those magical words

Not the manners related ones. Please. Thank you. Excuse me. Blah Blah.. I'm just going to give you the benefit that you were raised with them and exercise them as necessary.

I. LOVE. YOU.

Three words that hold so much weight. Love is a word so casually strewn that I exercise caution when I use it. Some people don't.

I love my family. 6:30 all day. (think about it)
I love my friends.
I love my boyfriend.

Yea, I said it. I love my boyfriend. No, the world isn't ending LOL. But loving and being in love are two different things. Why do I love him? Cause he embodies awesomeness. Intelligent. Attractive. Caring. Great conversationalist. Hardworking. Amusing. Protective. I can go on, but I dont need to. I never once regretted time spent with him. A lot of the time we are together we are just talking about the craziest of things. Mind your business on when we arent talking.. HAHA. Last topic: viciousness versus malice and which one of us was worse in the relationship. He said im vicious.. LOL.. I beg to differ.

As for being in love... IDK.. they say you just know.. and Dannielle doesnt know. But I know I really care about him and I miss him. And it bothers me when i dont see or talk to him when i want to. I partially frown upon myself for the gayness of previous statements..lol.. However, I will say this. I dont think that it is hard to fall in love with him. I really dont. Our relationship is an odd one. Not the circumstances or anything, just the individuals in it. But it feels right.

"what if.. what if.. what if [s]he's the one?" ~Andre 3000 "Where Are My Panties"

And if he is, then I surely dont mind.

"Love can feel so good and suddenly its over"~ Ryan Leslie "Out of the blue"

True, but I'm living for the moment and right now it feels amazing. I think it can only get better.


And of course my iTunes is psychic.. running a crap load of love songs even when on shuffle.

"She Will be Loved" Maroon 5

I will be. By whoever is lucky to have me =)

For trivial purposes, as I have been listening to mixtapes all damn day .
Side bar: I be on my hood ish. I love a good mixtape. In theory I should be rapping or ghostwriting but Ill leave it to the people who truly have the desire and skill to do so.

As i was listening to Big Sean ( signed with Kanye G.O.O.D. Music... his fine self) mixtape Finally Famous Vol. 3 "Memories" I caught this line

"Are you willing to give up what you love for who you love?"

Just a question...


Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.

My father and I.

Funny I chose this picture especially considering topic discussed.Not once as far as I can recall has he ever told me "I love you." The closest I got was "You know what Dannielle, I like you". I hung up on him and didnt speak to him for a few weeks after that. But i was in my early teens. Cried.. kicked a fuss. Got over it. I think that my father just has expression issues. Im talked of very highly apparently. Every time I go to DC its like Im the golden child. ( I mean I am his ONLY child. I damn well better be the golden child)

I think I've grown to accept my father. Some days I can even say I like him, with a smile even. LOL. Dont hate him as I used to. I cant say I love him, but above all he is my father and nothing will ever change that . I was talking to Annie P (Click her name and check her blog) and she was like "all fathers dont get gold stars".. I had to laugh cuz at the very least, the gold star my father can get are for his genes contribution. He helped make me one fine specimen if i do say so myself *dusts shoulder*.

Anyway.. Lemme end this blog (which i thought would have been short.) If you love someone, tell them. You don't know what the future holds.